I HATE THIS

i hate you all like this.seriously,i dun get it.y still so childish at this age?when will u grow up and stop all this quarrelling?i really don't like this you know....i think mekko dosen't want it either....

firstly,during recess when mekko's frens came over n asked wad was rennuka's name,u said her name 'rennuka' trying 2 put dat indian accent.she thinks u're being racist.i dun blame u 4 dat,coz we've been joking like dat all along n i noe it...its juz 4 fun.but she thinks theres a limit to everything...i dunno about this,whos at fault....mayb both.u can't say u have no fault at all u noe.everyone has fault,n dat includes mekko n me.4 not guiding n taking care of our frenship.seriously.

secondly,rennuka ever said dat andrea's trying 2 replace her,yes,but dat was long long long ago n trust us,shes changed.4 the better.alrite?n yes,i agree andrea is totally innocent.she dosent even noe!u cant say dat shes trying 2 replace rennuka.but u cant say rennukas trying 2 replace andrea.i noe u're talking in andrea's shoesbcoz u think thats how andrea feels.that rennuka is trying to replace her.if dats the case,then rennuka also haas the right 2 feel dat andrea is replacing her.there were times when rennuka was left alone,there were times dat andrea was left alone.i personally think its fair bcoz they both experienced wad it is like 2 b alone n feel dat someone else is replacing them.think about it.

thirdly,....this is from the point of mekko n rennuka n not me,ok?im talking for them coz they didnt write this in their blogs.u keep commenting on our dressing too much,our actions n keep saying,"thats so gu niang!"wads wrong wif being gu niang?u're a girl n u're supposed to be gu niang!even if u're a ggirl n u dun like to be gu niang,dats perfectly fine.we won't hate u juz bcoz u're a girl but not gu niang.even if u're not,which is fine coz dat depends on ur character,but u dun have 2 go around telling every single girl she's gu niang.they have the right to.u can shut ur mouth if u dun like being gu niang but others have the right to.keep ur comments to urself.

fourthly,during geography lesson 2day remember miss ong let us watch dat movie?yes,at dat time rennuka was already talking about you coz she had started to say she couldnt stand u.so we moved our chairs nearer rite?can u remember?so ya,mekko gave u dat isn't-it-obvious face when u asked whether we were talking about u.rennuka was saying dat she couldnt stand u n blah blah blah,n u were constantly turning back 2 look at us rite?were u worried dat we're talking bad about u?then during the movie u asked me if we wanted 2 move in front,like somewhere in front of u.u said dat sitting at the back had no point.so we moved in front n after a while we all felt weird n moved 2 the back,then after a while u asked me if u could move in front of us.so i nodded my head n u came,remember?then rennuka was talking wif us,n u kept on turning around n telling her to keep quiet n not talk so loud n shut up.u even said,"u noe theres this thing called shutup.com?"n the worst thing is,u noe how u sounded like?!?its way worse than rennuka's ms.naz tone.u didnt noe how u sounded like,mayb,coz u were the one talking.then when u finished saying every 'shut up' or 'dun talk so loud' or 'keep quiet' me n mekko looked at each other n were like,look whos talking!u were the one dat said sitting at the back has no point,n when u moved to the back wif us u kept telling rennuka to shut up.i thought u said in front better at the back no point?den y dun u move in front instead?u came to the back n tell rennuka 2 shut up.n u have no right to shut her up.its her mouth n she can say anything she wants.u cant shut her up.really.n u have no right to.

fifthly,watch how u speak.u spurt out vulgarities like they're nothing n u say the 'f' word so many times everyday.u may think,y should i care n all,but can u be more refined?try not to say vulgarities so much ok?n u may get into trouble.wad if one day u curse 'f' loudly n its right in front of lkt?u'll die u noe.mekko ,especially mekko,dosent like vulgarities.

sixthly,i dunno how 2 say.is it self-centredness?anyway on the day of the art exam,u lent ur box of crayons to mekko rite?n u noe mekkos planning to colour first then colour blackthen use toothpick 2 scratch out the drawing she wants,so she has to use a ot of black.then u lent her ur box of crayons.she coloured ur black crayon until she accidentally broke the crayon.she was feeling bad already.n when she told u,"clara....something happen to your crayon."u were like,huh?shocked,n dats understandable,coz u like art so much.....then when u saw the broken piece of black crayon u were like so agitated n shocked n kept omgodding.mekko wantedd 2 say sorry n all n explain that she feels bad n all but u went like,omg!my crayon!all the time dat u didnt listen to wad she was saying n she was aalready pissed.she went like,aiyah,i buy one new box for u la!right?u remember her saying dat?calm down will u?i dun get so agitated when my sports equipment gets broken accidentally by someone.

seventhly,u're too stubborn.when we tell u dat u're not right,u will b silent 4 a few seconds,then u'll go,but then.................................................................................n we feel like shutting our ears all the while.u'll go on and on.i noe u refuse 2 believe u're wrong....but how can dat be possible?dun argue too much u noe.if u're right,good.if u're wrong,juz accept it gracefully n try 2 change.u dun get 2 do the thingsu like always,u've got 2 understand dat.juz accept ur mistake n thank god dat u have the opportunity 2 learn new things u dunno.u nnoe people living in poverty in africa n some other places,they're starving?no food no clothes,no school n no education.no need 2 say things like art n music.b grateful dat u even can learn man.imagine u were them?wad about the things u like 2 do best?cannot rite?b grateful n thank god.think.how r they living?they eat leftover food or unproper food dat is made from powder n bloated up to many thousands people's shares.do u think they like it?do u think they like washing their hair with horses' pee?obviously they don't right?do they complain?u'redoing wad u like u noe.n u have eveything.food,clothes,everything.think.

we all don't like this alright?we all hope you can change.if u r going to shoot back wif that 'but then.............."then i think i've said all this in vain.we really hope that you will try to change.change your stubborn character.juz accept that you are wrong for once,alright?you'll be doing us a favour.
and you know who you are.
i noe,everyone has weak points!i think i have too,so if any comments dat i can change mycharacter to a little better,juz tag ur comments at my big big tagboard.